The world is cruel and un-just because there are no such thing as real monster girls. No harpies. No slimes. not even a cat girl. Just boring humans.

Hello if you are reading this. I hope it finds you well. speaking of wells I decided to trap myself at the bottom of one and only you can help me by checking out one of my videos.

https://www.youtube.com/user/Goldfire64/videos

So far I only have 5 but I'm working on more. And I hope to put some on here once I get more comfortable animating.

watchign any of them would really help me out, plus you can be part of a cool exclusive club (I mean exclusive because of low views but whatever)

Either way thank you and have a great day reader!

you know its funny. I never had a journal or a diary as I thought the effort of writing my thoughts down was to much. and now that I am older I find myself wishing that I had. How many thoughts and memories of mine are now lost to the abyss and I no longer even know what I've lost? I guess I still have the old posts here to show me how I used to be, but honestly those are embarrassing. I was hoping to be able to look in and see my own private thoughts to myself and look at them now in a new light but I never will. Oh well.

Side thought, I don't like when Youtube removes videos out of my favorites list for this very reason. It's like they are removing some of my memories.

apparently you cant make a blank news post.

You make me sad newgrounds. I love this site and visit it everyday but as of late the bbs has been really lame. It used to be ok but now a days it is so boring and slow, so i'm not leaving the site but i am going to avoid the bbs from now on.

So last night I had two weird dreams. Dream one I was on a space station in deep space. Everyone was dead and turned into a zombie expect my wife and myself. I'm not sure who my wife was as I didn't recognize her, but she was abnormally attractive. She was about as tall as me and had pink hair. Anyway so we are fighting zombies trying to get to the escape shuttle when she gets bitten, so we make it there and I have to decide either take her on the shuttle, hope there is a cure and risk spreading the infection, or if I leave her there and stop the spread of the infection but lose my wife.

The next dream was a little less clear. I was on earth but I was prisoner to aliens. The aliens has enslaved humanity as they were taking are DNA and using them for energy. But our DNA was red, blue and white, and looked like zip ties. Also when the aliens ear our DNA they can shape shift into us. I remember this because one alien was making me mad by shifting into me and taunting me. So things sucked being a slave and they were about to kill us and move on when all of a sudden the power went out. Not only was the power out but the earth entered a new ice age. They aliens couldn't stand the cold and were weakened. Then a human resistance force came in and saved us. What I remember skips ahead to Las Vegas where the human resistance headquarters was. Also for some reason the leader of the human resistance was my boss. I can't remember what our plan was but it leads to a shoot out in a casino. The casino was hosting some game developers meeting so the aliens were taking things from videogames and synthesizing them into existence. Then my alarm went off so I don't know who won.

liljim actually deleted the bbs.

finally reached 1000 posts after 5 years. Took me long enough. Here is the Link to said post.

Things are looking up, I have a new computer now and my dad felt bad for breaking my xbox so he bought me a new one.

Well the technology gods hate me. First my laptop breaks and craps out leaving me with no computer, but then my xbox360 breaks leaving me with nothing to do but play with sticks and mud.