you know its funny. I never had a journal or a diary as I thought the effort of writing my thoughts down was to much. and now that I am older I find myself wishing that I had. How many thoughts and memories of mine are now lost to the abyss and I no longer even know what I've lost? I guess I still have the old posts here to show me how I used to be, but honestly those are embarrassing. I was hoping to be able to look in and see my own private thoughts to myself and look at them now in a new light but I never will. Oh well.

Side thought, I don't like when Youtube removes videos out of my favorites list for this very reason. It's like they are removing some of my memories.